Inner Parts

                                 I almost decided not to post tonight just because its a very quiet day for me. My cup has been running over for hours and I have finally come down from my cloud. I went to my place of worship this morning -Church. I must say that because it's where i saw the spirit of God move so swiftly through the santuary. I needed every bit of it all. The word was confirmation for me. I must continue to purge all negativity and be renewed.

                                2012 was an interesting year for me. i received countless promotions at work. I became an award winning employee at the state level. I threw my entire self into my job only to be disappointed by the ugly truth that: the higher you climb the ladder the bigger the demons get. I lost my balance of work and home life. In addition I returned to school to continue my business degree. I quit my job to work in a family business- worst mistake of the WHOLE year. I quit smoking cigarettes. I used my juicer 5 more times! I was reminded, on many ocassions, how blessed I am. I sat still long enough to figure out that I didn't hate my children's father I actaually loved him more than ever and want to spend the rest of my life with him. I also identified some demons that must be banished. Me and God have our hands full right now.
                                  I NEVER make resolutions, but I must say that I will love myself enough in 2013 to commit to positive change and growth. I look forward to more happiness, more freedom, more yoga, more juice, more peace, more time with my family- and with God! I anticipate even more pain that can ONLY make me stronger. I look forward to learning how to live better, love more, how to listen more, and smell the flowers like i did when i was just a girl. I look forward to the Moon Goddess that will emerge from within my soul. I look forward to more rain, more sunshine, and yes more glitter because yes even WE- me and you, Wendy- can still SPARKLE!....Be Inspired....To be better!


Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me...
                                    -Psalm 51:10